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Sunday, May 28, 2006

finally reached home yea .. 22-24 went to genting . 26-28 went for church encounter camp . was really tired but GOD gave miie the energy .. i encountered him during the camp .. the holy spirit came , the force was strong but i stood still .. i din fall . i was really so stubborn .. was really a hard day for miie to receive tongues .. seems lyk GOD is not working on miie .. was sadd but remain silent .. really feel lyk giving up .. suddenly , words came passing thru my mind .. started to speak and i made it !! yayyay !! i will pray n ask god if i really did received tongue .. i wantto noe ((:


hmmm . met him .. he 's cute .. abit in love with him . hahas . LOL . =.="

hmmms . aft dhis three days of encounter camp , really understand more abt lord .. i still wantto learn even more . i enjoyed the camp too .. miie n louisa baobei was bond tgt again but mayb not as close as bfore ler bahh . but well , we still shares problems tgt lors .. SMILE .. she came to my room n slept wit miie for the past two night . kekes . anyways , we went to NUS to camp lars ((: dats my sister's schh las tym . bleahs .. LOLs ..


wells , went to church today immediately aft the camp ends .. LOVED <33>



wells , aft so many days , i finally received my tongue . was a tough task but i manage to receive it i guess . mwarks . i love ue god .. i thank ue for dhis special gift dat ue have gave miie .. i m serious about ue lord ..



hmmms . aft church , went to meet my jaslyn , natalie n rowena at TM but we are too free lar .. we took cab frm dere to bugis .. hahas .dat was so stupid of us but we enjoyed in the taxi .. i kip on disiao-ing the taxi driver .. hahas . LOLs . humphs . LOLs .. reached dere .. cab fare was lyk $14.40 ?! hahas . we had our great tym dere lars .. kip laughing non stop .. went to long john n eat . as per normal . still laughing non stop . make funn of others .. dat was so mean . hahas . but we lyk it . LOLs ..


sadded !! natalie gotta go home now .. so we took bus 80 .. i prayed in the bus n cried again .. jus cant get alfred out of my mind .. yayyay !! finally reached sk .. RP .. walk past dhis shop whr jaslyn n rowena bought deir micky bag .. was darn nice so i bought it too .. kekes . LOLs .. nicenice ..


went home .. told mom abt GOD .. hope she listened n remember yea .. hais . but she dunn allow miie to baptise still .. but i dunn kare .. i will still continue asking her non stop though i noe she wun change her mind but i will pray .. i noe i cann succee one day ((:


hmmm . turned on computer .. dhis gal added miie in msn n frendster .. i accepted .. and den realise it was alfred 's stead .. her name is jane ... jane tok to miie in msn .. she told miie dat she is alfred 's stead n lotsa tings lars .. hais . hard to explain but everything jus came passing by to hurt miie lor .. all the words dat she said n alfred 's words n actions jus hurt miie deeper lars .. speechless . i cried for the whole night .. louisa baobei called miie . i cried on the fone . she kip stopping miie frm crying but i was really so stubborn dat i dunn even care to listen until theres no more tears flowing out .. hais . boy , i really have nth to say . ue said ue wun wanto have stead now but wad 's dhis uh ? everything dat ue have told miie is nth but jus another BIG FAT LIE .. i hate ue !! now ue tell my cousin dat ue stead wit her cos ue wanna help ur fren . wdh ??! stop providing urself wit ur excuses lars .. its all ue n ur STUPID UNLOGISTIC REASONS . its all excuses lars !! dunn nid to explain to miie lar !! i dunn wanna hear . ue will only hurt miie more n more . again n again . i give up alryte !! i will b a strong gal . i noe even if i dunn have ue but i still have GOD n louisa baobei n my tiaraFOUR .. ue jus gotta get lost lars .. stop hurting miie lars .. stay happy wit jane alryte .. BYE .. best wishes .. i will pray dat i will forget ue as soon as possible one day . best is NOW !!




speechless helpless hopeless gal .. nobody wanns her .. she 's unwanted . she 's being rejected by ppl ard .. mayb even GOD .. she has nth more to say .. she cant say anything too .. she jus gotta kip quiet n get on wit lyfe as it is .. putting up the fake smile . but i believe .. one day .. i cann forget alfred n all the hurts dat the jerk (alfred) has brought upon her . she will forget all the hatred n things dat he had done .. the day will come .. and when the day comes ,, i believe dat i cann put on dhis super real SMILE dat god gave miie . no more fake smile .. its all real smile coming out frm the buttom of her heart .. she LOVES god ..

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